My View

This has been my view for the last few days. It will continue to be my view for a few more weeks. Surgery was really easy as soon as the gave me some versed and even after I was able to hobble around without any pain. Then the numbness wore off and all the blood came rushing back to my foot and reality set in. It has been a rough few days, mostly just because I can't get up and get things or do things I would like to. Hopefully within the next week I can be up and moving more and I can get the wrap off my foot so I can take a Brillo pad to it and scratch away. The skewer I am currently using to scratch just isn't cutting it. Jared has been able to take off work in order to stay home and help me which has been very nice. That along with some nice pain meds should make for a speedy recovery!

Things I Have Learned.....

I wouldn't make it as a single parent, my kids would need years of therapy

My respect for wives of medical residents who survive their husbands schedule has increased by 1000%

No one should ever have to work 6 days a week (especially my husband)

My house will never be clean for longer than 1 minute

Laundry will never be "done"

I think I might have this look on my face often

I am more resilient than I thought

I have fabulous family and friends

Despite all of the hard things, I really have a great life

WOW. Those words sum up our life right now. These two pictures (even though the one on the top is blurry, it was taken with a phone) show what has consumed our every waking and sometimes our sleeping moments. Jared has opened his own practice. Whew, just saying it makes me tired and stressed out. We are up and running after a whirlwind two months of craziness. I was so so so so excited for Jared to finally be headed in the direction of our long term goal to be practice owners, I wasn't prepared for what came with it. Jared is now working 6 days a week, 2 at his own and his usual 4 at the health center since he is still under contract with them. I am still at home with the kids spending large amounts of time dealing with office stuff both at the office and from home while we get all our insurances and billing stuff entered and figured out. Most days I feel like I have bitten off way more than I can chew but I just keep telling myself, "Self this is what you wanted and now you got it, deal with it. It will all be better in the long run"

One really good side of dealing with Jared's new office is that I got to design the logo and business card in my favorite of fave programs photoshop elements. So far we have gotten really good feedback on it and that has made me pretty happy. Also since I was forced to spend hours messing around with photoshop creating a logo and business card I played around with some of my "hundreds of pictures I intend to edit, print, and frame" and am loving the results. I have found a new site called http://www.coffeeteaphotography.blogspot.com/ . She makes free photoshop elements actions that take all the steps you use to edit photos and puts them into one click of the mouse. I'm in love and slightly obsessed with all of them. The flower is a picture I took in Hawaii last September and the bottom photo is one I took at Jared's sister Kristina's wedding. Here are the before and after. If you have photoshop elements or photoshop go to this site, it's fabulous and it's free!

Before

After

Before

After

Wow, it is already March. Where the last two months went I don't know but here we are. At the end of Feb. we decided to make a trip down to the happiest place on earth with my family. My parents, my sister and her 4 kids (Marc had to work) and all of us headed down. We couldn't have picked a nicer day since it had been raining for 3 days before this. We love going this time of year in the middle of the week since we don't have to deal with lines but this year seemed more crowded than usual. So we asked a couple of the workers why is was so busy. Captain EO. What? You mean that Michael Jackson show from way back when? Yes that one. Some people had camped out since 5 am to get in and see it. No I am not joking. Forget Captain EO give me the Buzz Lightyear and Toy Story Ride so I can maintain my highest score streak. Even though there were more people there we pretty much walked on most things or only had to wait about 15 mins. Of course I took my big camera, and my video camera and of course I only got a few pictures and no video. Also Ethan was so busy riding everything he could we didn't get any pictures of him, Landon on the other hand will ride only 5 or so things in the entire two parks.

Landon was trying his hardest to contain his excitement on the tea cups

These two girls can not go anywhere with out being dressed alike. Calls are usually made in the mornings so can match each other at school or church. They didn't both have Disney shirts so they decided they would wear batman.

Anytime Ashton sees a camera he now says cheese while closing his eyes. Should make for some great pictures at Kristina's wedding in a few weeks.

His eye is almost completely back to normal. Just a little bruising left and some puffiness but it looks sooooo much better now.

As I type this poor Ethan continues to lay on the couch, which is where he has been since Monday afternoon. I don't know what he picked up but it has him down for the count. They put him on zofran in order to keep fluids in him since he can't keep anything down and he has been able to eat 2 pieces of toast, some crackers, and a granola bar since Monday. This kid is our human garbage disposal so we know he is really really not feeling good. Hopefully he is able to return to school next week since it looks like this week is out for us. We are trying to keep caught up on homework and work that has been sent home but that has been a challenge. I honestly don't know how people home school their kids. So we are hoping Ethan can get feeling better and I am hoping even more that the rest of us do not get it.

FROM THIS

TO THIS

This is what happens when your sister puts the ladder to the boys bunk bed back on and lets you climb to the top and when the doorbell rings gets down and leaves you up on the bed. We aren't sure if he fell from the actual bed which is about 5 1/2 feet up or if he fell from the ladder trying to get down from the bed. Either way it meant a good couple of hours in the ER, an appt with the neurosurgeon today, and one beat up and broken face on my poor baby. It took less than 30 seconds for his eye to swell shut. So far we have been told he has multiple orbital fractures including his ethmoid and frontal bone, air is leaking into parts of his eye from the sinus which could be concern for infection so he is on antibiotics for that, and they want a better look at the cribriform plate to make sure there is no leaking from a fracture to that which may require surgery to close. Jared had to break out the books from school to help me understand what in the world all of that means and I still don't understand most of it other than now I know where the bones are that they keep talking about. All I know is my cute little boy looks messed up and will for the next little while. On a good note, when they did the CT scan they didn't have to sedate him (thank heavens) after a minute or two he calmed down and was happy to listen to me sing "If your happy and you know it" even though the two of us were anything but happy. So we are crossing our fingers that we will dodge yet another bullet and he won't need surgery. We are very lucky this is all we are having to deal with since it could have been so much worse, but after doctors appointments today we will spend the evening taking bunk beds down. A big thank you to all of our friends and family that helped us out yesterday with all the other kids and for the yummy dinner!

As of late......

As you can tell from my lack of posting and general laziness about our blog we have been busy. We haven't been busy doing exciting things just with life in general. I am on a new organization kick and have vowed to stay caught up on everything. So we'll see how long that lasts and how much I actually get and stay caught up on. Although one thing that has kept me busy has been Photoshop. I just love this program although it is a HUGE time sucker for me. I have been working on the following projects:

My sister in law Kristina is getting married!!!! We are very excited for her and we love her fiance Brendon. We met him in December and the fact that he was able to stay at our house and tolerated my crazy kids means he is a keeper. They are perfect for each other! They asked me to take their engagement pictures and do their wedding invitation. I jumped at the chance. So here is the final product. Did I mention how much I love Photoshop?

Then there are these guys! They suck up all my time and energy! I love how these pictures turned out. At the end of the day when I have reached my very last nerve I love looking at these pictures when they are all in bed. It reminds me they are just kids and they don't have a huge conspiracy amongst each other to robbed me of my sanity. They just like to keep my life exciting. I haven't been able to mess with them on Photoshop yet. Although I think the only thing I would do is maybe erase the yellow lines on the stairs in some of the pictures. Now if I actually get these pictures printed I will have really made some strides in getting caught up on things.

Landon 6
Ethan 8
Also when taking these pictures I realized Mackenzie has no idea how to smile naturally when told to smile. She also can't take a pictures without striking some sort of dance pose. Although I got plenty of those kinds of pictures showing her true personality I wanted just one sweet simple picture.

Mackenzie 4 1/2

Ashton pictures were all on the go. So much so that there are pictures that caught his massive cheeks in action too. Some looked like he was a chipmunk storing acorns for the winter months with his cheeks sitting under his eyes, then in the very next frame he has massive jowls that look like they are sitting on his chest. Since he just ran up and down this orchard the entire time we were bound to catch some true action shots. This kid is a continual source of entertainment these days.

Ashton 18 months

Baptism

Last month Ethan was able to be baptized a member of the church. We were happy to have Jared's parents and his sister Kristina as well as her fiance Brendon come out to help us celebrate. My family was also able to attend and after the baptism we were all able to head out to Ethan's favorite restaurant BJ's to enjoy lunch. We are so proud of Ethan and his decision to get baptized. One of Ethan's new found loves since getting baptized is bearing his testimony. After he was baptized they asked him if he wanted to come up and bear his testimony which he did not hesitate to do. Then on Sunday which was fast Sunday he marched right up and bore his testimony in Sacrament meeting, and this last fast Sunday he was ready to head up there again. Obviously he did not inherit this no fear of public speaking gene from me. So we had a little talk about making sure to give others a chance to bear their testimony and he decided he would wait until next month.

Per usual Mackenzie can't stay out of a picture being taken and Landon refuses to be in it and I am pretty sure Ashton was trying climb to the highest point in our house when this picture was taken.